facepalm

What do you do when you have ambition for things to be a certain way, but realize tragically that they aren't?

Id Est:

I have such a desire to have a great 2nd serve in tennis, but don't put in the work to develop it so.
I would love for every relationship in my life to be on good terms, but don't know where to even start.
I wish I would read my bible more, but sometimes don't even open the book.


Stuff like that.

Feeling hypocritical and I hate it.



Intent isn't a bad thing. It's a very good thing. But I guess the smallest deed is greater than the grandest intent.