It continues

I don't think I could be any more tired of crying. I miss Glorie so much. so, so much.

I'm trying to learn how to "let go." Everyone keeps telling me that if I should let go and see what happens. Supposedly, if it is truly meant to be, then we will be back together no matter what happens. On the other hand, if I let go and we don't get back together, we weren't supposed to be together in the first place...which is exactly what I'm so scared of.

Quite honestly, how do you let go of the most precious person in your life? This has been the hardest lesson I've ever had to learn in my life.