Saturday, April 28, 2007

therapeutic solitude

Well Jesus...if you want my attention, I think you finally have it.

I don't have Alicia nor do I have Glorie. I suppose I'm "stuck" with You...and I'm still not quite sure how I feel about that.

To be honest, I'm not sure how much I trust what You have in store for me. I probably have been subconsciously trying to guide this whisper called life on my own for the past several years now. Finding myself in a situation where I have absolutely no control feels awkward. This must be where faith comes from. When you act purely based off of trust. I hope my faith is big cause I sure feel a huge awkard hole in my life right now.

I just wish I didn't hurt so much right now.

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